This is SO Typical
Best chance in the whole wide world and my brain picks the wrong thing to focus on and I totally blew it!
The odds of something like happening again is next to zero!
Me and my rotten luck!
A Shining Light Indeed…
Your Presence is but,
A mild Distraction for me.
So Close yet so Far.
Again
Another disappointment.
Another let down.
It’s time to let go.
Unleash the chains that bind you.
And truly live life.
Alone.
Death
There has been an unnerving number of close encounters with Mr. D in the past few weeks.
You’d think all those mentions of ‘life flashing in front of your eyes’ dramatizations would have some slither of truth in them.
The fact is I never experienced any of those things.
No fear. No regret. Nothing.
I don’t think it’s because I’m a bad-ass or anything.
Contrariwise, I think it’s because I’m such a loser that hasn’t invested anything in this sad life of mine to feel any remorse or sadness or anything at all if I were to one day lose it.
It’s the brain I tell you.
It’s definitely broken…
A Philosophy
Either all the way, or nothing at all.
A Boolean framework.
Yes or No. True or False.
1 or 0.
Anything in between does not work. Anything halfway is Undefined. Anything Else will not cut it.
Mediocrity is unacceptable.
If it’s worth doing, it has to be exceptional.
That is my philosophy.
So fucking leave me alone.
Nothing like a big slab of white meat to brighten up my day…
The view.
To whom it may concern,
Please make it happen.
OMFG
I just want it to end….
Screw you Asshole!
You don’t see me openly judging you and your lame line of work.
Guess what? You’re just as close-minded as the people you are accusing of out in the streets.
And who gives a shit about a goddamned invitation.
You can be a real ass at times.
You should be thankful I put up with you.
