I’m facing another ghost from my past, with a
Very nervous heart.
After all I’ve went through previously, losing you is
Not something I’m prepared for.
So, starting off my trend of posting secret underground shit that nobody has ever heard me do, I did a song for Arin early last year because god damn it I love that Egoraptor.
The funny thing is, it still holds up. Might not be the best song, especially vocally, but certainly kicks off the HOLY SHIT WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS OH MY GOD THANK YOU BASED PANDERING trend.
ARE YOU READY TO HAVE YOUR MIND FUCKING BLOWN?
(via egofaptor)
Perhaps the reason why I am constantly drawn to inperfect and flawed individuals is because I am clinging to the slight hope that somewhere in the world one person will be drawn to the imperfect and flawed me.
The truth which I dare not face…
…is that you guys hurt me really, really bad,
And that despite of appearances that everything is fine and dandy (even to myself),
My subconscious has never really gotten over what you have done,
And the fact that you’ve not shown any remorse just drives the edge deeper,
Into a scar which may never, ever heal.
Stolen
Unsure if it’s you I miss
or your promises,
Unsure if it’s you I love
or the love for what you gave.
things that still make my cry with laughter for 400, alex
yup still owns
Fact
1. People change.
2. The person you adored and loved from the past may not be the same person today.
3. Trying to adore and love someone who is a complete stranger to you is tiring and draining.
Just needed to rant. Maybe I’m just severely depressed.
It is done
Goodbye, Ah Ma.
Who knew?
So it turns out that I’m not really dead inside. That’s reassuring.
I guess I just don’t like seeing other people grief.
