Hello Destrudo

This is SO Typical

Fri, 09 Jul 2010 18:55:24 +0800

Best chance in the whole wide world and my brain picks the wrong thing to focus on and I totally blew it!

The odds of something like happening again is next to zero!

Me and my rotten luck!

A Shining Light Indeed...

Wed, 02 Jun 2010 04:24:55 +0800

Your Presence is but,

A mild Distraction for me.

So Close yet so Far.

Again

Mon, 19 Apr 2010 00:35:29 +0800

Another disappointment.

Another let down.

It’s time to let go.

Unleash the chains that bind you.

And truly live life.

Alone.

Death

Sat, 10 Apr 2010 10:40:00 +0800

There has been an unnerving number of close encounters with Mr. D in the past few weeks.

You’d think all those mentions of ‘life flashing in front of your eyes’ dramatizations would have some slither of truth in them.

The fact is I never experienced any of those things.

No fear. No regret. Nothing.

I don’t think it’s because I’m a bad-ass or anything.

Contrariwise, I think it’s because I’m such a loser that hasn’t invested anything in this sad life of mine to feel any remorse or sadness or anything at all if I were to one day lose it.

It’s the brain I tell you.

It’s definitely broken…

A Philosophy

Sat, 20 Feb 2010 23:12:46 +0800

Either all the way, or nothing at all.

A Boolean framework.

Yes or No. True or False.

1 or 0.

Anything in between does not work. Anything halfway is Undefined. Anything Else will not cut it.

Mediocrity is unacceptable.

If it’s worth doing, it has to be exceptional.

That is my philosophy.

So fucking leave me alone.

Nothing like a big slab of white meat to brighten up my day…

Sat, 30 Jan 2010 11:35:12 +0800

Nothing like a big slab of white meat to brighten up my day…

The view.

Fri, 29 Jan 2010 23:56:56 +0800

The view.

To whom it may concern,

Mon, 25 Jan 2010 08:51:52 +0800

Please make it happen.

OMFG

Fri, 08 Jan 2010 10:04:01 +0800

I just want it to end….

Screw you Asshole!

Fri, 25 Dec 2009 02:15:23 +0800

You don’t see me openly judging you and your lame line of work.

Guess what? You’re just as close-minded as the people you are accusing of out in the streets.

And who gives a shit about a goddamned invitation.

You can be a real ass at times.

You should be thankful I put up with you.

Windows 7

Sat, 12 Dec 2009 05:06:06 +0800

After a long night, finally Windows 7! Finally a chance to move on and away from XP (and to be able to dodge Vista, too).

Ironically, the actual install took only like 30 minutes. The majority of the night was wasted trying load a corrupted iso (thanks to Patricia… ) first into a USB drive (which didn’t go well because it required IMAPI v2.0 installed, which I mysteriously did not have, and could not get cause my XP failed WGA), and then into a DVD (which also took a lot of time because I had to scour the nets for freeware DVD burners because I was too lazy to dig out the software that come with my drive, but all of them didn’t work anyway) only to realize both methods didn’t work. So I had to get Pat’s help to get access into MSDN (the joys and perks of university life) and download the iso again. After which I stubbornly still tried to do it via the USB way (cause it was ‘cooler’), by invoking some LogMeIn magic, but in the end still didn’t work (what the hell is BootSect.exe?!), so finally I dug out my trusty Nero that came with the DVD drive, burned the bloody thing and installed it.

Phew!

The install itself was fair quick. And quite. Too quite for a Windows thing. It only prompted me like 5 times for input. Kudos to Windows for that!

First impressions are somewhat lacking. One does not need to look too deep to see the remnants of the old XP/2000 stuff coated with some flashy interface. And the interface is not really that spectacular too. It’s just too messy and loud and unorganized. Can’t wait for the day when someone finds a way to crack some skinning functionality into 7.

I have to write this somewhere.

Mon, 07 Dec 2009 23:45:13 +0800

Never before have I been this smitten with crazy obsession.

Ever since I saw you that day, I have been constantly reminded of you. And constantly I force myself to close my mind’s eye because nothing good will come of this.

Your beautiful smile. Your confident poise. Your kind demeanour. Your beautiful voice.

I want to see you with my eyes again.

Awesome

Mon, 07 Dec 2009 16:33:24 +0800

iPhone integration ftw!

Hello World!

Sun, 06 Dec 2009 08:20:47 +0800

Setting up a new account since I got really tired of wordpress and all the backend stuff I need to care about (although being a computing graduate I really shouldn’t) and anyway my old hosting provider is terminating his services soon. Thinking of having a go at GoDaddy, cause I keep being blasted by the promo codes fromRevision3 and it seems pretty tempting to me.

The only thing now is ~~how to~~ whether I should transfer all my old posts from wordpress into here. I remembered the move last time from blogger to wordpress was another pain in the ass. And it didn’t even go smoothly. And up till today I still haven’t ironed out all the mess.

Actually the other thing to sort out is what is my direction for this blog is. What should I write about? Who is my audience? And can I make money off it?

Whatever it is, I sure feels nice to have a private space on the Internets again.